Spinning Spinning Round and Round

Today I felt the need to write. I needed to express the locked feelings inside of my very being. Spinning out of control so to speak.

I wanted this entry to be positive, it's the first one I've written this year, 2006, and well I don't think this will make it as a positive entry.

From order into chaos is how the world is going. However my life seems to stream from Chaos into even more Chaos, okay it's time I finally explain myself.

Work, School, Home life, everything that I touch, everywhere I go my life is out of the norm forever changing. I hate change, I can't handle change and I need a safe haven. HELP me find a safety net, something I can fall into and know I won't shatter into a million pieces.

God help me!!! David cried out to you and you listened, are listening for my voice!! why do I feel a deaf ear?